Personal Experiences with HPV and Genital Warts

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Posted: 1/12/2008
I am 15 and I have hpv- - (19 ) comments.

Hi I am 15, I have warts around my genitals and testicles, I have never told anyone. I need to let it out of my head even if someone never reads this.
A year or two ago I found a strange white substance beneath my foreskin which I washed off, but it seems to come back after a day or two if I don't wash the area well. Then gradually I started getting small while warts around my penis, I'm not sure If I got warts before and didn't notice, but i know that over time i seem to get more and more warts. Its been such a long time that I have had this condition that I cannot even remember when i didn't have them. Now I have warts all over my foreskin and the head of my penis also there are some around the bottom of my penis and over my testicles, these warts are all small white and mostly flat.

Most people would eventually go to the doctor or clinic, however I seem to have another condition which I have never told anyone about either. I get embarrassed unusually easily, I went through a stage in my life when I was about 13 or 14, (before I had any warts) that I couldn't talk to anyone and I felt anxious and nervous that if somebody talked to me I would go red which would bring more attention to me. Through school this was very hard as a few girls picked on me etc. Eventually that problem lessened as a new one became evident, my genital warts. So now I cannot bring myself to tell anyone of my problem or go to the doctor or clinic myself because I'm so socially retarded that I get embarrassed when I talk to anybody new.

For a few months my warts have gotten in the worst state ever, now I feel severely depressed and I have seriously contemplated suicide on a few occasions but I know I could not go threw with it. I can't bring myself to tell my parents or friends so when I am with them I push my problems to the back of my mind and think of work I have to do etc. My friends are not ideal friends but i have known them all my life so I can't just go find some that i can trust. And I don't have a good enough relationship with my parents that I can confide my deepest secrets to them.

Also I don't see my friends alot out of school so at home I am bored and my depression and dark thoughts increase. I masturbate on average once every 2 nights, even though I have warts, i don't know if it contributes to my problem or not.

I don't get much exercise but I'm not fat and my body is in quite good shape. I have had sex with a girl or even kissed a girl properly. I am awkward around girls I find attractive.

So as you can see I feel pretty sorry for myself and I feel like I'm at a dead end and that I'm not going anywhere, I'm not religious but I pray hoping that god will help me because I feel like there is no other way.

I don't think there is much you can tell me that I am not aware of that can help me, I wrote this so that I could get it off my chest...

Comments:

4/10/2008 1:29:00 AM -
just kidding

5/25/2009 4:55:55 PM - rocco777
Try using Desitin Zinc diaper rash
cream... Has helped me alot... Apply
liberally after a shower morning &
night & leave on all day & night

6/6/2009 1:34:58 AM - glarstout
I promise-I will dedicate a genital
warts video to you- on youtube videos-
my channel is glarstout. You are
brilliant to pray to God for help I
promise He will help and is listening.
Now you have to listen to Him do this by
reading ures each day- He will put
suggestions, visions and solutions in
your mind- He will never tell you to
suicide, duh : } Also Buy God Calling (6
bucks) read a piece each day. It will
increase your faith.

6/6/2009 1:35:49 AM - glarstout
ures= your ures

6/6/2009 1:36:15 AM - glarstout
ures= ures

6/6/2009 1:38:03 AM - glarstout
this thing wont let me correct my "ures"
word. It is supposed to say ures

6/6/2009 1:38:56 AM - glarstout
s c r I p t you r e s - lets see if that
works! : \

6/6/2009 1:40:56 AM - glarstout
it doesnt recognize the word so it made
it into words it knew and even added a y
when it was never written with one.
That word means books like the bible and
God Calling.

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